Here i stand and look towards you.... staring hesitantly at the path that's laid out for me....visualizing and contemplating the continual fighting i must do....body shaking, trembling, searching for answers on ways to avoid you or keep you suppressed within or even overcome you........I've been fighting this battle for years the very thought of you makes me quake in fear... if i were to give in and allow you to win what will that make of me....what...