If you end up leaving, I don't blame you. I know loving me is hard, not easy. Trauma has really fucked me up, real bad. Every day I been trying, to move on from my past trauma since age 3 to the age I am now. It's not easy, especially when it happen at a very young age with no help to move on from it all. I got more different kinds of problems, when I got older from other people. I'm doing my best, even though no one sees it. They only see how I react to what triggers me, as they don't care about how it makes me feel. "That means they keep doing it." A lot of people have put me through hell, but I'm still standing strong. "That means that I wen and they lose, because I'm still alive and they hope that I would die soon." Dealing with trauma, is not easy. It's very hard work, when others don't want to help you get through it. So I'm always alone, trying to heal from everything that everyone doesn't understand what I been through.
© Charlotte B.