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LOVE'S TEST
#will she show up?#THE POWER OF LOVE.......,..........I loved Maggy with all my heart.Forgetting how i met her is as futile as declaring publicly that pope Francis has a wife.She was the queen of my heart.She was a reflection of beauty.Everything she had was set to perfection.

That night,i was just seated bored as always eating my nails,as i hummed to the rhythm of raggae depending on Lucky Dube's song to soothe my soul.I was used to it anyway.Whioe i was closing my eyes meditating deep into his song"I'm a prisoner"my phone buzzes.Unusual.At 10:30pm!who could it be?Not my girl cause i had no girl.

"hey,my name is Maggy.I know you don't know me but i do know you"

Maggy!!never heard of her.Just another girl i thought.I was used to such.Random texts from random girls just trying their luck.But non of them ever got to see lady luck's smile.I took the phone and rudely replied.

"hey bruh,if u see a dp with a beautiful girl,take it easy.Not here to seduce you."

That statement...that one statement took my breath away.Damn!she even knew she was beautiful?So i went ahead looked at the dp and indeed she was breathtakingly beaitiful.Her eyes,i wouldn't compare them to the stars because how they illuminated my world!She was fun and funny at the same time.That first time we had a chat till three,i was becoming her prisoner.Her name was Maggy what did i expect,she was a pirate.

Two days three one week i realised i was falling for her.She was Magnificent never asked her full name but i think Maggy stood for Magnificent.I felt safe with her.I teusted her like i never trusted anybody.I felt this zing from the first day we talked.Her beauty indeed captivated me but there was something about her.Just something that i couldn't place.I couldn't even trace.

I had to act and act fast.I wanted to make her mine.I wasn't sure whether the photo i saw was hers.I wasn't but her words!i deeply fell for who she was before really meeting her.She lived in Nakuru yet i stayed in Nairobi.We were 224 kilometres apart,three hours away but my heart felt one centimeter close to her.She agreed to be mine.Love is such a wonderful thing.
love is kind and love is patient.

I had known her for five months yet my feelings towards her never changed.She was my world,my life without her my world was drifting apart.She was kind but crazy whenever she didn't get what she wanted.Thats when for better for worse hoped in.I loved her so much to an extent of breaking up with friends who didn't approve of her.I mean you can't say you respect me yet disrespect my other half.I loved Maggy.

months later we were placed at different universities she did want Law but didn't get it.I didn't agree where she was placed but i did know she had a choice to change.Gave her hope and was always there in her lowest i. her highest i tried my best to make her happy.But instead she thought i wanted her happy just for my benefit.I loved Maggy i still do but that news turned her into a beast.

I was there took all the insults.Accepted to be treated like an option as if i wasn't important.I just stayed hoping one day that my love..the love that i gave her would be the reason she changed.But she got worse and one day of me just not approving one of her male friends changed her over completely.I knew that i didn't stand a chance with her.I knew that the perfect picture frame had gotten a crack.The ship was sinking and i was on my own trying to pull it up.I loved her and no amount of wrong would ever change my love for her.I mean i understood her pain but all i asked for was ro be a part of it.The beast in her wouldn't allow her to let me in.All of a sudden she started being cold asking me to give her break.

A break! there's no break in any relationship it's either you are together or you are not.Friends asked me to give up.Others laughed at me for holding on to something that wasn't mine.I texted every day looked like a fool.I was a fool but i loved her i wanted her to know i did.She shut me out like a TKO.I didn't give up.I never gave up.

I decided to accept that maybe her feelings were fading so i came up with thew two month challenge.Changed my number,deleted her from my phone.I did love her i still lover her but how deep was her love for me?was she going to look for me after two months.I didn't know that.

it's past two months already.January 18th the same day i asked her to meet me.Im dressing up preparing to go meet the love of my life Maggy.I don't know if she'll show up but I'll wait.

It's 7 the time we were to meet.I hope I'll get to give her these flowers cause I'm standing infront of the Nairobi National Archives.All alone i just came witg hope.

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