As I sit here trapped inside my own mind
With my thoughts completely upside down,
Unsure, if my actions have made me unkind
And thats why there is no one else around.

Alone I sit, contemplating, what have I done
To cause such pain to the world outside,
It's like I'm involved in a hit and run
And now I must submit myself to my own suicide.

I used to have the world in the palm of my hands
And everyone treated me like I was their friend,
But now, I’m trapped and no one understands
What it feels like to search for the very end.

I just want to escape my thoughts of depression,
Knowing I will never be able to fit back in
And go to another world without the aggression
That is tormenting my collapsed mind within.

As time clocks rhythmically in motion
My soul trembles at the thoughts of the future,
As I wait tiredly for some solution,
The stress is excruciating alongwith my body temperature.

Maybe someday I will be able to turn around
And enjoy the many smiles that I now miss,
Wondering if there is an escape to be found,
Back to a world that once gave my mind bliss.

They say it will all get better in time
I pray that this affirmation isn't a lie,
To hold on to dear life is fading fast Everytime,
A victorious breakthrough is vital and not goodbye

Being trapped, alone, in a prison of your mind
Is one of the hardest things to ever do,
As the thoughts won’t allow you to unwind
And go back to the world you once knew.

#mentalhealth

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