I am sinking in with the ship of darkness. People are stretching their hands out to save me. All I can hear and see is people shaming me. All my mind can tell is ‘I am a loser’.

But I am loving this darkness now. Its calm and quite. I have learnt to swing in this chaos. I remember my childhood and cannot believe what kind of person I have become. I remember the genuine jolly days. I don’t remember how I turned like this. But I am enjoying it.

This darkness is like an empty house to me, with no interior design, with no furniture. But I am liking it that way.

I don’t want anyone to save me, to help me, to protect me. I cannot leave this darkness who has been with me when people left me. I love it here. I love it here. I love it here.
© hiitesh