I have a friend. He is a person I really want to be with, I don't know how it start but it's just started without my notice.

"Come on, Kiran!" I look at Raizen who waited for me, he was wearing the jersey I made for him.

It's my gift for him.

"Coming!" I said and jog towards to him. He smile and hold my hand.

My heart beats so fast that I can hear it, I feel like I am blushing. Why do I feel like this? I tried to stop the feeling..

I tried..

"Don't.." He said when he feels my hand slipping out. He look at me in the eye.

"W-why? It's awkward." I laugh but I know there's no humor on it.

It's just that I am scared that this friendship won't last any longer if I did entertain my feelings for him.

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"I remember that Raizen have a new girlfriend now!" James said as he shoot the ball. I stop for a moment.

"Really? You didn't know, Kiran?" Alden ask me and I just simply nod."Why? You two are close right?"

"I j-just don't know, gonna go I have some things to do." I said and hurriedly leave the cafeteria.

Like what they said he has a gf and I didn't even know about it, I saw them always in our campus even in our...