what am I liveing for?? Finding a partner, giving birth to children and growing them, so that I can keep my genes propagating on this living pool...Really?? Is life that simple!! Then why the hell I am reading all these books, struggling on nights, worrying how I should present myself before others....I don't know...and I never knew...Oh God show me the path..'Is there a God?' somebody asked again from deep..I had spend hours...no days..thinking the same questions again and again even though I know I never gonna get those answers..Can you shut these thought..I need some rest..and don't wake me up until you got those answers..otherwise shut the fuck up.