Delightful your love feels each and every single day. It was your love that allowed me to get away. I can't believe that you're with me. I thank you so much for giving me liberty. I don't deserve someone so honest and true like you. You opened my eyes and gave me a different view. I remember the first day we met. I was in a different mindset. It was your sexiness and charm that appealed to me. Little did I know that we're meant to be. You make me smile and enjoy life each and everyday. You'd push me to keep being great. Each moment with you has always been fantastic. When we make love, I'd always feel the magic. Sure, we'd argue and we'd fight. It's always true love that makes things right. The love that I have for you never went away. When I close my eyes, you're in my dreams each and everyday. It's always been magical when I'm with you. Each time I'm with you, I'd always leave learning something new. There's this magic about you that I adore. When we spend time together, I love you so much more. My heart would beat so fast when I think about you. I broke down and cried when we both said I do. You saved me from a world of hate and destruction. You taught me so much about self love and self construction. We'd go dancing and have a great time. I guess loving you would be my only crime. The love that we share still grows to this day. I don't ever want this feeling to go away. The way you'd hold me and kiss me with such passion. When we make love, we'd both leave with such satisfaction. But then we got the news about your demise. For the first time ever, I saw tears in your eyes. I know you don't want to leave me here alone. When I'm with you, I feel at home. You're the first person who allowed me to be me. So when you died, I knew God set you free. My heart aches sometimes when I think about you. But I think about the wonderful times that we shared together too. Forever and ever, you're in my heart. I'm trying to be strong so I won't fall apart. It's a mystery the way you got sick and died. I remember being at your funeral, being the only one who cried. I never wanted to say farewell. Even though there's some days that feel like Hell. I miss you each and every single day. The memories that we shared together won't ever go away.




© Josiah Bhola Hillaire