I woke up this morning but the pain was still there then I flashed back to the night I slept with my pain wishing it was all a nightmare
I am lazy yes I am
Too lazy to face reality
Too lazy to accept the truth
Too lazy to face my problem, and continue making way for more
I asked for solution and someone told me to drink my sorrows away
I remembered when I tried it , the pain was away but the moment I became sober it all came back
Someone told me to move on, but how can I move on when everything around me remind me of the pain
I was asked to relocate but I can't because am a living testimony of my pain even if I relocate will I relocated my brain
I want to wipe my memory but I remember that loving and hurting while remembering is better than having lost the memory
Because the memory is the only prove I have and the only thing preventing from Making a mistake twice
I ran out of ideas
And I kept on asking
WHAT SHOULD I DO
© Debbie💕♥️