why am I holding onto people so much who hurted me ? Why I feel sad when I see them ? Even when they don't even care .
It's like I am walking on a highway with vehicles and no one is bothering to even look at me .
why I get hurt everytime I see them ? was any of it my fault ? Did I deserve that ?
No , ofcourse not I know I don't deserve this but why ? why should I tolerate all this ? Was I born to bring trouble and to be in trouble ?
I think I need a genie in my life , who answers all questions that comes in my mind. Must I wait & look for answers i myself created ?
Or should I just go with the flow and let things pass and wait to get things better at some point of my life . Do I have that much energy left in me ?
What if I suddenly fall and die on that highway ? Or What if decide to come in front of any vehicle ? I will be dead . Will they notice me then ? Will they care about me then ? Will they remember me forever and care about me whenever they are on that highway ?
No , they will not ! They will remember for some day , sympathize and then they will forget.



© sneha