I cried so much ... yes darling I cried! Even those who are believed to be the strongest cry ... it is not weakness ... just a feeling that invades you, that takes you deep you insides... that reminds you of your condition of mere mortal ... the exacerbation of a deep infinite… irreversible sadness.

Not a day goes by without looking at photos and videos of you… little one… remembering those moments when we lived carefree, all under the same roof… unconditional love.

Soon 3 years ago I couldn't smell your smell, hug you ... cover you with kisses ... have you there near me ...

Around me I always hear the same refrain, time catches up with everything! But I know that is not true ... I will never be able to relive those lost moments ... to see you evolve, become a little girl, live and share your daily life, the lost hugs can never be lived...

It's all a waste ! I think I am going through the hardest punishment...