You know I don't care what happens anymore. I have been in hole for a long time and it get overwhelming. Life it self is hard and at times there is no end to this life cycle. I don't belong anywhere not with anyone. Loneliness will break your heart and make you feel as yho there is no one there and there isn't. but no one cares. I don't wanna be around no one. I use to think being with someone will change me but all the countless heart breaks, times I tried to talk it out. Thought I could change alot by being with someone but that's a lie. People don't care like they use to it's only about self and I can't get done like that. I rather be alone then be around some one or anything that's going to out me down or drag me down. I visited Alaska these last couple months and it is beautiful air is fresh,crisp. I loved it there really didn't wanna leave but had to. I just wanna get lost somewhere and never found. This world isn't going to last. There is so much to see and I just wanted to spend it with someone special. But I'll be alone forever and I don't care anymore. Just in and out of Love. if it wasn't for you I would have been in and out of Love but I no longer have love nor have anyone that does. This thing called love flew over my soul and left dust of hope, fraction of hope with a pinch of care. I believe I am ment to be alone. And I'm ok with that forever in debt to thee cause of love. I don't care anymore.
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