I want to confess
holding back this secret has not only been killing me, but also driving me nuts,
so please listen
As I confess my deepest secret.

I killed her
with my tongue I
called her useless, unworthy and a waste of air.
I killed her, without a care I made her look in the mirror and I said to her, everything they say of you, is true, every damn thing.

Look how helpless you are, no one to love and no one loves you.
Kill yourself, end this miserable journey and maybe you'll finally make some people happy.

pick up the blade, make yourself bleed, draw that red ink from your skin and end this Josephine.

She's louder now
It's harder now
I can't hold her back anymore and
I can't drown her out any farther

So please listen, for I'm about to do it,
I'm about to draw the blade....
I just wanted to confess this
Cause holding back this secret has not only been killing me, but it's driving me nuts
so please listen,
as I confess my biggest secret in my last note.
Good Bye
Lost from Josephine

© deola_amope

Suicide Is never The answer and I promise You, that you are loved...

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