As I stood in the middle of the empty hallway, a silent cool breeze passed by my wet neck with blood and sweat. It was so cold.. so cold that I thought I might freeze to death, in that silence my heartbeat raised I can hear it clear and loud. it's always like that.. my heartbeats fast for some reason whenever i hold my sword.
but also at the same time, I feel like my heart might stop beating at anytime... I fear it.... I fear not because I may die. I am a bad person who killed more the 100 without a second thought,idont even what they did and why they deserve to die. my life savior, my senior, my angel, I won't and never doubt my senior decision, if he says so I will die for him anytime after all my life is my senior's. when I am included in my thoughts, my friend or more like trusted one of the few people I have around me, or my best buddy joyal came from behind as he sneaked an silent attack with his dragger, I doged it resulted my sword on his neck.
"what is the meaning of this? " i asked him... "of course, iam testing your skills, or did you really thought I can kill you?! "he.he..
"so how is it?" I asked him as put my bloody sword in his hands.. " as expected your instints are always as good and your the most powerful, physically after our senior! "... my cheeks felt warm.. I am happy just hearing about senior. joyal got a call from senior, as his expression became pale suddenly, he said Senior called for me.
I felt uneasy I just finished my two months mission, iam meeting senior after a all long time but I felt uneasy instead of excitement. I went forward and stood in front his office door. behind senior war right there and iam dying to meet him, I want to show him how cool and cold I am just as him.... i knocked. "come in"a dominant voice yet a concerned one, my uneasiness rose even more.. I finally pulled the door open... there... he was... cold as ever.. "senior?!"... I mumbled.

to be continued....