it's 5:57AM.

the insomnia is getting to me now.

headaches, can't concentrate and always dang tired.

yet the mind still runs.

I wonder why over thinkers are the way they are? are we born this way or created by circumstances in our lives?

is our soul so old that we just think of all the endless possibilities , tormenting ourselves?

I don't get it, but damn it's draining.

all I know is that I am starving, starving for rest.

I wish I could blame my depression and anxiety because of Covid, but I never been a lier like that.

you ever sit and ask yourself if you're the only one who thinks this way?

sigh, my mind is limited by my body.

it will be a blessing when I can get my 5 seconds relief from stress, anxiety and depression.

I just want to heal.
© C.Wynter