Somewhere down the line I seem to have given up on life, I never made anything out of it I just figured I wasn't important enough to have one. I think of what I could have been if I had a family with a wife and kids and a job to retire from. But I kept putting life off thinking something would happen and it would change the course of my existence. I wish I could look back and change things I would love to see the responsible me just doing the right thing. I think of what my children would look like, maybe two boys and a girl. I...