I wonder if the consequences would have been different if i choose a different road that day or maybe they would have been different for some part but at the end theu would have brought me to this point of my life where i am today, maybe this could be that absolute point of my life which can never be changed and the only way from here is up and forward there is no looking back . I know , i know you must be wondering what i am talking about and what exactly happened to me that brought me to the point to talking things like this , well i cannot be very specific but i can definitely say i choose a path , a path that was clearly most difficult one and i was good in the beginning i was covering good distances but then with time my focus detrioted and i became nothing more than a wanderer with a lost purpose , i definitely didn't live up to my own potential and to assume all the what ifs is utter stupidity at this point but you know the more you chase something the farther it appears to be , i couldn't reach my destination? nope i never had one to be honest , i chose the path not the destination and i knew the pain would come along with it , i knew that the fire i am playing with either would mould me into sword or burn me like an paper and i stand by my choice , i am not better than the person next to me but i am better than the previous version of myself and that's what important. I shall and i will conquer what's mine be it today or tomorrow the time will tell.
© MIK