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Dear John S. 18 and up only.
Dear John S,

I don't know how to spell your last name, but I do remember when I first met you and your friend at my home when I was 10 years old and you was 16. Your friend was talking about being some kind of Dr that helps people with scoliosis. I told him that I have scoliosis and asked him if he wanted to see my back. I showed him as he touched my back. He told me he felt bad as I put my shirt back down. That's all I remember that day. Some other day I was hanging with my two brother's and you was there with us. I'm not sure where we were at, other than being surrounded by tall grass. You was walking behind me and my two brother's were ahead of us. You called my name and asked me to follow you into the tall grass and asked me to suck it. I shooked my head no and walked away and walked over to my brother's. That's all I remember about that day with you. Some other day, I was playing with my beanie bags animals on my bed. You came over when my brother's weren't even home. You asked my mom if it was okay to wait here for my brother's to come back home and she said yes that you could. I told my mom that I was going to the bathroom and she was going to take a nap. I was in the bathroom, that's when I heard a knock on the door. It was you asking if I was stinking it up in there. I said no, even though I was. You came right into the bathroom. You reached down and touched my private part. Then you took out yours and started playing with it. You told me to watch and if that I didn't, you would cum on me. I watched here and there and then you cumed into the bathtub and walked out like nothing happened. I got done going to the bathroom, cleaned out the bathtub and walked out. You wasn't even around. The very last time I was around you, you raped me. My brother's were home and we was going outside. They wanted to hang out with you. I still want with them. We headed to the old train station and every time my brother's walked away, you kept asking me to suck it. You even offered me four pieces of gum if I would suck it. I kept shaking my head no every time you asked. It was getting dark and I started heading home. I had a bad feeling that I was being followed, so I looked back and saw nothing. Before I got inside my place, you called my name and asked me to suck it. This time I used my voice and said no and walked away and walked inside my home. When my brother's got back home and I want to their bedroom. You was there and I was watching you guys takings turns playing a Simba game. Then I woken up in pain, you on top of me. My brother's were sleeping and so was my mom. You told me if I suck it, you would take it out or you would do it harder. I still said no with my voice and shaking my head no at the same time. After awhile you left. Two days later, one of my brother's friend that was a girl came over to see if my brother's were home and I told her no and she was the first person I told about you raping me and then you walked right into my home to see if my brother's are home. Then you said that your going to look for them and she said she would too so you guys left together. She came back after awhile and told me that you raped her too and I had the courage to tell my mom that you raped me. Then the next day after school, there was two cops at the door. They were asking questions about you. I lied to them, only because I was scared. You and her went to court and I don't know what happened after that.

P.S. I don't understand when I was 10 why she left with you when I told her that you raped me. Now that I'm older, I found out that she was a slut and only wanted to get you into trouble and act like you raped her. I wish I told the cops the truth, so I don't feel like it's all my fault for you to rape me and that I had a crush on you, before you raped me. I'm so stupid!
© Charlotte B.