This is what I mean being an IITian amazement went on till I reached my college.I am not ok with leading a hostel Life as many of my friends not doing it.But I went.My hostel is not a hell nor heaven too.To describe as when I entered my hostel room I felt faltered a little but that's ok I can adjust.
The room was dark because I am the third one to enter the rooom and the windows are shuttled off.I felt like I am stepping into an unprecedented world.My tears are rolling down as I miss my parents.The day was uncosy to me even though I felt like yupp I am ok.I decieved myself that ok!you need to sacrifice few to achieve great things.At that moment I don't know what the next day will be? This is the point where I worried as what to do? questions raised in me are Is my decision right or wrong? can I survive in math world? will I be fine further? can I survive as a hosteler?.....
I am blurred with things confronted me.I am with mere self confidence I am normal teenager with a less knowledge regards judging people.
so I didn't do that. I am extrovert to them who talks to me but for me I am always an introvert.I am a talktive girl with multi attitude merged of different postures.I mingled with few I thought that's enough to survive.My teachers always had a good opinion on me since the first day and maintained it throughout the year.Coming to the food which I had at hostel made to feel annoy but that's ok I can adjust.
I still remember a situation where I am sitting alone and crying inside because I am emotionally broken 💔......no one noticed that except my teacher Akhilavani madam.Mam we met eachother unfortunately but now to me you are the fortunate person to whom I want to stick in my life permanently.On that day only you noticed my beast grievous situation and you grabbed me towards to wipe my pain out.In my way teachers are like Gardners who work for the blossom of flowers in the sense flowers are students......every teacher wish to see their students at greater heights and mam you are the one who want and wish to see me at greater heights and I promise that I will never break your wish I will complete it soon.
mam you said that Naga you are the person who still makes a call and concern about my health to whom I scolds more....but mam I never felt in that way and I know I am the only one to whom you concerns more.
Hostel Life is a very peculiar feeling to me,the nightouts, bedsheet fights....soo...on.They brought a lots of changes in me.
One day I think it's about 7 pm our dinner time.We had our dinner then after Venkatesh sir who serves as higher Education camp member took a motivational class.Its all about India's top universities.From 8pm to 11pm the period of class went on.Some felt bored but I am not.I felt curious to know more.The mentioned universities are IISER,NISER,IIM,APU etc.Sir said about the wonderful luxiries in hostel rooms I think that made me to show more interest.That day turned my view from IIT to IISER or NISER....I thought to get into them.But I failed in decieving my dad regarding my further education rather than IIT.
My mind was on going with different thoughts but I am not even fixed with one and finally the question came back to me as what to do????
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