Dear God,

I don't know what you want from me, I don't know why I'm here. I was born pure and full of light and I never did anything against the law. You sent someone who completed me, just to take her and my son away.

Then you Keep me from dying, although times I could've. You took my friends from me, you took those I cared for. But the one thing you didn't do, is help me stay pure.

Then you give me two daughters, just to take them too. Then you turned those close to me, against me, just so allow Lucifer to win his pot. Condemning my soul seems to be your agenda, seems that I am supposed too live this life just to rot in hell.

Then you send an Angel to me, to bring out a light hidden within me. Then you take her away from me, and allow my darkness to grow stronger. So this is what you have planned for me. Then I will stop fighting.

This is what you want from me, my soul is condemned for life. Since day one, Idk what to do anymore. Seems I'm not supposed to be happy.

So please do this for me, since I can not be happy. WHATEVER Holly's dreams are, please fullfil them, please watch over her and please complete her happiness.

Since you don't love me or want me to be happy O'Lord, please make sure she is happy, with whatever her desires are. You do this for me, and I will take your path. I don't know why you want me to live in darkness. But I am done fighting you O'Lord !