I've been living in my life of unhappiness. Despite all my attempt to feel it, it can't come. I missed my mom. She meant everything to me. She couldn't survive because I had no money to take care of her. She died in my arms. I was all alone in this world. I moved with bad friends who took me clubbing. To places I never thought I would be.

Incase you were wondering, my name is Sandra Ayetunde. My dad is a Nigerian and my mom is from California. I'm an half cast. I look like my mom in...