inspiration is what I have some days I have it and some days I'm sad,but I can do this as life is too precious,after a heart attack,that could have been no retire,born again to live my life to the full,had great times but I guess the bad times took its toll,we had to part, with bad things said and done no returning,I messed up big time but life must go on,life is for living so time to move ,I I wish you well my darling,I have to be strong,I want to live forever now,if o ly it could be,just want to be happy with someone for me,it will happen for you and for me,you were the love of my my life but just wasn't to be,we will both no doubt find someone that is is right for us and will be as happy as can be