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Symphony Of Sadness
I can't let go
Of what's eating my mind away
I don't want to know
How to find comfort and peace to stay

Seems like everyone lived my life
Graduates with the highest degree
Guess, I outdone them as I'm struggling to survive
They don't know, what's it like to be me

My symphony of sadness is on constant replay
I'm the only one who can hear its sound
'Turn it off!' they say, it ain't easy, no way!
It gets deafening when there's no one around

I didn't ask for this life script,
This is not the part I want
Don't like the hand I'm dealt with
Can't discard or just play truant

I see it, I see alot got the similar pain
Makes my toxic circumstances smaller
Why are some chosen to unnecessarily be tortured with no gain?
Is it worthy, passing through life just to suffer?

I will never have all the answers
My questions irrelevant and will fade, unheard
I will journey through, my painful reality, lagging behind in the list of achievers
My plea of mercy, I pray, won't be ignored as absurd.
© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵