you will lay in your room and question your fate. you will question every decision you ever made. and you will come to the conclusion that nothing you ever did was right. you will come to the conclusion that nothing in this world is meant for you. it never has been. it never will be.
you will not get up off the floor. you will not take a shower or meditate or decide to open the curtains. instead, you will close your eyes and you will pray that the terror...