Far away from who i use to be.
i thought i would find peace and happiness.
But i couldn't get enough of what i desire.
I always find faults;
i always run away.
Why can't i be happilly in love with anyone?
I fall too fast and regret too soon.
My mind change like season's in a day.
My heart won't truely love anybody.

Why do i have to suffer like this ?
When will i fall inlove with someone wholeheartedly, unconditionally and unhesitatingly ?
When will my mind stop making excuses from love and for once when will it be brave enough to embrace love ?
When will this heart of mine settle down ?
When will the one found me ?

Sometimes i want to run away and hide, it feels like i'm done with this waiting and expecting for love.
But unfortunately i kept seeing him in my dreams telling me that there is love for me , somewhere out there waiting and wanting to be discovered.

At first i wanted to give up so badly.
But now i pray;
if love is out there somewhere i am willing to wait for it.

🍀Let me be yours Forever 🍀