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Her Fathom
She had blundered no tastes, any other married mark of land suffered endlessly. Every luxury of her worn ugly things insulted her. The girl who came aroused. Broken regrets and hopeless warmth of vast hung intimate men. Sought after envious longings. She took cover delightedly. She imagined delicate, gleaming, inscrutable flesh. No cloths, only things to be desired wildly attractive. So home she would weep grief, despair, and misery. Never a great occasion. Everyone furious eyes impatiently stupified. Eyes with violent invitation turn our heart broken.
The cost of several seconds reckoning horror minded. Some hesitation saving hundred uneasy, anxious days. Utterly miserable time of year. Gorgeous looking rich delight.The effect of hesitating her heart remained in ecstacy. In anguish alone she embraced her day of success. Present smiling with happiness. All eager to waltz noticed her madly. With pleasure , with triumph in the pride of her success. Happiness and admiration aroused completeness to her heart.
She left the morning, since midnight had been deserted. Good time to go home. Conscious and anxious to hurry noticed the street shouting in the distance. Shivering in the daylight she walked up to the end thinking ten garments to see herself in all her glory. Suddenly no longer the impossible, surely the street even stared dumbfounded. The ground she had feared would have taken her ghastly object poverty. This fearful debt paid, she would pay the hateful street. Every breath fighting for every month, paid off. Renewed the end of years, paid off everything and the interest had become awry. She thought of long ago she had been much admired.
v What would have happened if suddenly a woman still young, was conscious of some emotion went not recognise? A cry had many sorrows that lent back the last ten years. It wasn´t easy to replace innocent happiness. Her poor imitation was worth the strength without volition. Power returned. A reward of hope,she waited in bewilderment. Fearful of her broken clasp mended time. Dictation by lost hope.
Replacing inside consulted supplied clasp. Consulting memories, remorse and anguish of mind. Arranged understanding before the end possessed intended rest. Borrow agreements and the whole years of existence. It could honour the agonizing black misery to the prospect of every possible privation and moral torture.

© Christopher j. Jarman