Now here lately Kay's mind was working overtime where Damon was concerned.
She liked him every since she first saw him but it seems they both were always with someone. But now the situation is different. She is single but he has more women than just a wife now.
Kay was tired of falling for men that just want to have a good time just to feel good.
Tired of the ones that wanted her and her and her too. I can't allow myself to be hurt by that kinda of man again sweet, good looking sweet talking gorgeous.
She want him but was scared that it would be the same as last time or worse she was scared
I can't get my mind off of him she thought as her mind shifted gears.
Her mind kept slipping back to the window
what's his deal she thought we're friends.
She could still feel the warmth of his body against her the way his cheek slightly touched hers as he backed away. She could still smell the scent of his after shave cream.
Excuse me can I get a Gin and juice the lady said as Kay snapped back.
About 10 Jay came for their usual talk and Damon walked in Jay just looked at Kay.
You're becoming a regular customer now
aren't you Damon Jay said as she left.
What are you doing here Damon Kay asked I wanted a orange juice he said.
You have juice at home I bought it remember yeah but I want a juice from here he said. Whatcha doing Damon she asked. He didn't say anything he just looked her in the eye.
Kay broke eye contact knowing that look and shook head saying we're friends Damon.
Don't do this to me Damon her heart started to speed up and she bit down hard on her teeth. He was making her feel things that made her feel insecure. I know we're friends
good friends but you going to tell me that you don't feel more he said. Kay I'm starting to think about you missing you being at my house I'm missing you.
Her heart dropped as her soul felt every word that he said. I've got customers and I can not wrap my head around this right now please leave so I can get back to work. He stood up and walked out without saying anything. Jay came back over and they started talking. What's going on between you and Damon Kay he's here when you're working and only when you're working. We're friends I keep his house what you mean. It looks
like you two are starting more Jay said.
Baby I'm not going through the test of love with nobody else again not even him.
I see the women that he is seeing I know this one he's with now. I hear somethings that I shouldn't hear and see what I'm not supposed to see. But I know it, those things hurt me Jay they don't supposed to because were just friends but they hurt.
And that's how I see him, but why when you're just friends with someone their relationships hurt you Kay aked.
Jay just looked it's been years since you fell for anyone but you have more than a friendship with him.
It's been years since I've wanted anyone but everytime I want someone that someone want somebody else Kay said.
Do he know how you feel, No uh maybe
I don't know. But I do know this I don't want to be in a relationship with someone that is with someone else not even Damon Kay said. I'm going to stay my distance this time keep my feels to myself because I'm tired.
11:45 Kay started home Damon was sitting
in her driveway she got out stuck the key in the lock and he put his hand on hers stopping from opening door. I'm not going to hound you push or pressure you. I'm not going to court you or anything else I'm going to just let things fall just the way they will he said then turned around and left.
Kay opened the door went in the house without even looking back.