Realizing the weight behind the words "I lost feelings for you" hit me unexpectedly hard. What I once dismissed as a meme-worthy joke now feels unbearably heavy to carry. Even as I try to move on, certain things linger. People change, we grow apart, and accepting that reality is far more challenging than acknowledging it. The crushing feeling of being left behind by someone we love raises questions of our own worthiness. It's bewildering not knowing when things went awry, whose fault it was, or why they chose to leave. Memories that were once sweet now serve as painful reminders, triggering an avalanche of emotions that leave me feeling shaken and disgusted, almost like trying to scratch off an invisible itch. I find myself babbling, shutting down my senses to avoid these triggers. I had always seen our relationship as casual, never fully investing emotionally. But you made me believe you were worth the risk of getting hurt, which is why I took the leap. Little did I know, long-distance relationship would be a bitch
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