A Day before Yesterday I lost a chance to express how I feel ,to a girl i Like .I felt quite regretful ,it kept me awake for hours in night ,I just kept thinking & thinking as how things could have gone if I'd done this & that. I have imagined myself in many situations ,I played and acted for her side too as how she'd respond to what I might have said or should have said. I thought of all the possible solutions that would have gone right ,but In all these mental chaos I lost myself & the count of time. I also thought & imagined of the situations where everything went right. Oh hell ,i imagined myself in relationship with that girl and that we are walking in the park with her hand into my hand. Then after reaching this state of satisfaction ,closure & completion to as what i wanted ; a shocking cold wave of truth struck me ,It got me hard. Then after sometime I took another possible solution that might have gone right and also imagined it to the end , waiting again for that cold wave to strike me in the ass. Trust me this happened multiple times and for hours. My awareness was trapped in that vicious Circle of imagination spawned by myself. I stayed for 4-5...