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"Creating our own Hell"
I am in the wrong era of love 2021? I want polaroids of us smiling, Not photo's of disturbing shit. Hand written letters, flowers that no woman has to ask for star gazing , drive in movies , ice cream dates , milk shake dates , picnics , surprise dates , taking pictures of us because we want to ... spend time together & going on adventures together. Going to museums and cafe’s .. the concept of love now , you press except and like a Facebook pic, or slide in DM's, of married men and women, Sometimes kid's. Smdh.......that's the reality of life, now your on Twitter arguing to throwing out clothes burning shit, it's sad, to bad experience just isn’t around anymore & that sucks. The experience that was around is either caged, and dead. Or Quote "Cliech" Starting to wonder is this the truth my grandmother has tried to hide. What's really the good life besides a grave or dead, Or caged up
Mentally in our brain locked in a four cell writing in the jail of our own hell. Why the collection of people? is just to collect memories of the so called seasons you once lived .Who are you running from, what are you running from, It's not like we don't fight the dominions in our head's. Why are you hiding? why does it seem like you're doing all the providing? Is it in your mind or is it your soul just hiding? Sometimes I see the pain of others even when I'm not trying to see sometimes I pray someone could hear me I have visions so real it scares me. when I dream I pray the devil doesn't come no where near me. I am not scared of the devil he fears me. I believe it's a gift and a curse, to see what I see In my dreams. I see that hurt you felt in your past. Why stay stuck in the back when you are a born status. Why pretend? This era is sad when did it becomes great to be just a baby's mom and baby's dad or imitate, the greatest fails that leads to a cell. When did it become popular to be happy when everyone one fails. No I do not understand it's true but, why is it cool to break hearts? This era is sad it's cool to be great and a fag, its great to try to be woman and get a woman's award for dressing up in drag. That's sad black lives only matter when where done by boy's in blue? Is it true that Christopher Columbus didn't discover anything. That's suppose to be the truth, we discover beauty's in life. But once discover it's destroyed? That's a ploy to hide what the people, we mankind period has destroyed. White man, fucked our mother's sister's grandmother's shall I go on? Love the swag of a black man and women, just don't like the story or the pain,
Don't like to be told no because of the feel for intitlement sounds good. Here comes the uncle Tom's. Same niggas, niggahs not men or women. typically representing urban African American speech). So to speak. Same niggas that pop the cops and become ops to protect their ass. Quick turn limp from the real big dog. That has a bigger bag I try to understand the man ,as a matter a fact I stay in my bag.

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