one night he decided that if I was going to leave him I was going to have sex with him keep in my that early in my life I've been raped by a friend of our family at least I thought when I was a little girl so that weigh heavily on my mind and he knew because I had told him about it a big mistake. he tore my clothes off and proceeded to do what he wanted it was like I was being raped all over again but this time it was different this time it was my husband the man I loved. that was the man I married for better and for worst who was supposed to protect me from these kind of things. but when that happen he was just like the rest. well ladies when they start to abuse you it's not going to stop it get worse. they lie and say I'm sorry it won't happen again another lie he started cheating and he go out and stay out at night until about two or three in the morning I'm with my cousin he say and when he finally come home and because I wouldn't get up and open the door he would throw an axe handle through the glass door and come and wake me up and said you...