I'm not perfect by any means.
And I'm little idiotic but not stubborn or egoistic.
My intents are virtuous and heart is pure.
If I love somebody,
Deeply I love them with everything that I have.
Me personally get spare committed to them
and come into possession of making them feel snug and joyous.

As I haven't patience's,
Even a small change in others behavioral pattern hurts me alot that is not tolerated by me.
But for them whom I love ,
I care a lot more than my own.
Sometime I pretend to ignore
because I want to make them feel like What I felt.
So, eagerly I wait for them to miss me in the same way as I do but it doesn't happen.
And reality is that I can't ignore anyone.
So, instead of making distance I start giving lot of attention to them.

Everytime I tried my best and put extra efforts on some people to make them feel more special and elegant.
But later they make me feel regret.

When I miss someone badly.
I want to talk but can't even speak to them.
And it's the worst feeling When you feel like you are annoying the only person you wanna talk to .
The helplessness, depressing mood and the anger that strangles my soul into sadness
left me shattered and heart broken inside.
Really at that time, I wish for someone to hug me and keep hugging me until my soul melts into tears.

As sometime I feel so lonely, it's too heavy inside and I require at least one person to have with me at my worst situation.
But same time I get realised,
In this selfish and cruel world
having pure heart and good intentions make yourself the worst for your lovable and valuable person too.
That gives you the everlasting heartbreak, sadness, overthinking which causes depression and ultimately you suffers alot with pain.

I guess, I notice each and every little thing that's why I myself get felt hurted.
Yes, its true no one will be there for you.
Everyone were interested in gossip but doesn't try to know the reality and even not understand the circumstances which you faced.

Everyone heared what I've done but not what I've been gone through.
Like there's a reason behind every lie, either it is necessary or worthless.
In the same way, there's a story behind every person.
So, before you judge someone
you should keep in your mind that everyone have different point of view and have their own perspective to view each and everything .
It's common to have two eyes but not the same vision to see the world.
Until and unless, if you don't know the truth do not form opinions about others by listening to somebody else's opinion about them.
How somebody treat you is much more important than how much you like them.
There's the most important thing is to have faith on your own beliefs than anything else.

Yes,money is essential to live a common life but love is more important for a meaningful life.
But remember, respect is the most important as it gives you the precious feeling of being protected,safe,cared which brings to you the self- satisfaction and it is necessary for a peaceful life .
Making yourself happy and satisfied is the most difficult in this dual faced world.
Instead of that you make someone's your priority and keep trying to make them feel special by neglecting your own happiness and desires will only bring heartbreak and pain to you.
But still I'm waiting for that day,
when I can finally be at peace and not feel so much pain and burden of any regret in me.
I really miss myself,
I'm not like the way I am.
And believe me it hurts alot that neither be explained nor tolerated anyomore.




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