I thought I had finally found the person I was meant to be with my heart felt full. dam it, I thought he loved me but I was wrong, and here I am crying because he left me for; hell I don't even know who or why.
I admit that in the past I was a player. I was young and stupid. The first thing I learned in life was to survive and that's exactly what I have done.
after Rodney was taken from me and my mom, hell I was in so much pain it hurt to breathe.
I stayed true to my faith and I even tried love again to no avail. My wife cheated on me and used me for anything she could.
Then when iwas at my lowest point ready to end it all, I found him. so I changed my evil ways I submitted to my husband and he tore me and my ego to shreds.
I love him for that because I learned never to mistreat someone who Entrusted me with their heart. He showed me to love myself and him and then he was taken from me.
why? what's the dam point of making me love him just to take him?
I ask this you said if I stayed true I would never feel the pain of loss again but I'm feeling it now!
So please, please I'm begging you bring him back to me!!im in so much pain my soul feels empty. so please if you can hear me make me whole bring him back