when I was a kid I used to be very innocent decent and silent.... living in my own lil world. I was very fond of colours. To get rid of studies I used to draw all day.
I barely remembers my childhood days. Even my parents. My two elder sisters have created more childhood memories than me. They often recollect their memories in reunion and there my participation is very less.
with time I found my happiness in novles and table tennis. my love for novels developed. i was a teen then so love stories were the most preferred ones. but now I read whatever I get in my hands. I used to read in washrooms. i thought I was living my life.
with entry in the post-graduation life things changed. I lost my dad on 15th January 2022.
my feelings changed. my love for the other world grown. my love for animals grown.
my thoughts process now captures happiness here.
my relationship is complicated. i don't even know whether i love him in the same way or not. i have plans. but I don't know from where to start. I'm stuck. i have big plans with zero confidance. I'm trying to understand what is life...
I'm just living. that's it. living with many unreserved unanswered questions....
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