I thought about the things I wanted to say to him for a long time, but I always get nervous. The way he would walk into the room and own the room with his sexiness and his maturity leaves a strong impression on me. Six feet tall, muscular and good looking and yet he would always treat me with kindness. He just makes me feel so good about myself and I've noticed that my love for his changed within the last three years. At first, it was a harmless crush, but the crush turned into a deep attraction that I hid. I hid my feelings for him because he had a girlfriend during this time and I didn't want to make things awkward between us. But after a while, I became depressed and distant. Little did I know that he and his girlfriend would breakup and that he and I would somehow get closer and closer. I've known him for almost ten years and I always saw him as a friend, but like I said; within the last three years, I started developing my feelings for him. Even after he and...