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Heavy Feeling
I hate getting sad. I hate getting jealous. I hate thinking bad. I hate being bad.
This is my story. A boy who who wants be on top. Not on top of the world but on top of the spiritual world. It's not for richness I aim but for goodness. It's not for salvation I aim but for happiness for everyone's life.
I want my story to be good. That only God and I knows. Only God and I made together. It's not about not being good with others but it's about being happy living good for all of us. A life that is worth living. A life lived purposely.
The feeling of heaviness hinders me to take action beyond my fears. I am struggling in facing my fears and wondering how I can do it. I know I can do it. But how will I make my self do it when my thoughts are full and are adding hurt and heavy feeling to myself. Keeps me off the road towards Gods destined plan for me. A path where I should be.
© Ruakh
This is my story. A boy who who wants be on top. Not on top of the world but on top of the spiritual world. It's not for richness I aim but for goodness. It's not for salvation I aim but for happiness for everyone's life.
I want my story to be good. That only God and I knows. Only God and I made together. It's not about not being good with others but it's about being happy living good for all of us. A life that is worth living. A life lived purposely.
The feeling of heaviness hinders me to take action beyond my fears. I am struggling in facing my fears and wondering how I can do it. I know I can do it. But how will I make my self do it when my thoughts are full and are adding hurt and heavy feeling to myself. Keeps me off the road towards Gods destined plan for me. A path where I should be.
© Ruakh
