People question me, "Damn! How can you be sound asleep for hours"?

How can I answer them?

Should I tell them that I keep going back to sleep in the hope of finding some peace and yet I cannot find it?

Should I tell them that I keep my eyes shut for hours trying to actually sleep soundly and yet I cannot?

Should I tell them that I cry myself to sleep for just few hours?

Should I tell them that I die like a loser every single night fighting my endless thoughts and demons , and show my face to the world like a winner in the morning?

It's so easy to say, isn't it?
Try walking few minutes in my shoes and you will want to step into yours back.

Try to stare and look more closely into those smiling faces and you can see their tears falling.

Try to talk politely to the rude people and take a glance inside them and you can see their heart shattered into thousands of tiny pieces.

So whatever you do, just stop judging people by their appearance.


© Su