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It was almost an hour before Ann opened up to the doctor. As the doctor listen he realized her pain but the pain of a broken deformed woman. Ann I know that you have a lot of questions mainly why you but you can't dwell on what isn't.
You've taken the right step of talking that some refuse to do which causes a mental breakdown
he said. Holding on to grief changes a person and faking your feeling turns you cold. I'm not going to pressure you into talking to me you come in when you want to talk and I will listen. Ann just sat there minutes later she said
when my boyfriend saw me he said his job was relocating to another city.
Tears filled her eyes her voice cracked sobbing said he didn't even say goodbye. Did you love him he asked, yes I do she said.
Then he didn't love you Ann he
loved your appearances not Ann.
If anybody sees you for what you look like then they don't really see you. A person is more than what they look like. A lot of us say its what's on the inside that matters and it's one thing to say that. But when you're faced with actually meaning it can you step up?
The question is you not your boyfriend. Let's work on your feelings, your differences.
Let's start the work from the beginning said. Its was going on 12:00 and his nurse knocked. Come in he said, I'm going to lunch now can I get you sometimes? Ann didn't realize it but they had been talking for two hours. They talked but it wasn't a doctor kinda talk it was like talking to a friend. She felt comfortable and that made her open up more. The nurse left for lunch leaving her alone with the Doctor. The way I see it you are trying to control things but can't
you can't control the way another person feels. Controlling thing is what you're use to doing and now you realizing that it's all a higher power than you he said. You have questions that no one has the answers to and way you looked has a lot to do with your control.
Ann have you ever liked someone for what they are inside he asked.
I'm not superficial she said my feelings toward someone has nothing to do with looks. It does he said You. See you was Ann now you're different, you understand that he asked. She sat there thinking you're right I'm no longer Ann. It's going on 1:00 someone else has an appointment
and Ann you didn't tell me what happened. Let's start at the beginning next time ok, ok Doctor she said leaving. Ann had a 3:45 appointment so she stayed in town it was after 5:00 when she got to the Express. Now at 5 the Express is very crowded everybody getting off work. Getting on Ann felt nervous and defenseless she knew that she could defend herself like this.
The train wasn't well lit and as she sat down she noticed him in his spot.
He didn't say anything he just watched her. Keep your head down and your eyes up Ann she said to herself. The figure stood about 6" nicely built wearing a dark button down, jeans and boots.
Ann's mind got on play as she looked at the tall figure. A black stallion about 16 hands came to mind. She could see his black shinny coat a strong back and long tail.
Leaning against the wall head down feet crossed as if he wasn't looking at her. Ann got a lot of different feelings one being attraction. Her hands fumbled at hiding her disabilities as she called them. She moved over closer to the person to her right just out of fear.
She took out her cell calling home, hi mom she said I'm almost there. I'm on my way her mom said grabbing her keys walking out the door. Ann mother had been a nurse for years and years she could feel things that Ann still can't understand. Working with all kind of sicknesses and disabilities that long you build a sense of knowing. As she got in the car her mom looked at her baby like she was helpless. A sense of mothering came over her what do you have to do tomorrow she asked, with her head down Ann said nothing.
Her looked over seeing her baby's head hung down, I got something I want you to do for me early she said. Do for you? mom there's not very much that I can do like this she said. Yes I know that why I want you to do it
Ann lifted her head and just looked what are you talking about she asked. Her mom just said early as she drove in the garage.
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You've taken the right step of talking that some refuse to do which causes a mental breakdown
he said. Holding on to grief changes a person and faking your feeling turns you cold. I'm not going to pressure you into talking to me you come in when you want to talk and I will listen. Ann just sat there minutes later she said
when my boyfriend saw me he said his job was relocating to another city.
Tears filled her eyes her voice cracked sobbing said he didn't even say goodbye. Did you love him he asked, yes I do she said.
Then he didn't love you Ann he
loved your appearances not Ann.
If anybody sees you for what you look like then they don't really see you. A person is more than what they look like. A lot of us say its what's on the inside that matters and it's one thing to say that. But when you're faced with actually meaning it can you step up?
The question is you not your boyfriend. Let's work on your feelings, your differences.
Let's start the work from the beginning said. Its was going on 12:00 and his nurse knocked. Come in he said, I'm going to lunch now can I get you sometimes? Ann didn't realize it but they had been talking for two hours. They talked but it wasn't a doctor kinda talk it was like talking to a friend. She felt comfortable and that made her open up more. The nurse left for lunch leaving her alone with the Doctor. The way I see it you are trying to control things but can't
you can't control the way another person feels. Controlling thing is what you're use to doing and now you realizing that it's all a higher power than you he said. You have questions that no one has the answers to and way you looked has a lot to do with your control.
Ann have you ever liked someone for what they are inside he asked.
I'm not superficial she said my feelings toward someone has nothing to do with looks. It does he said You. See you was Ann now you're different, you understand that he asked. She sat there thinking you're right I'm no longer Ann. It's going on 1:00 someone else has an appointment
and Ann you didn't tell me what happened. Let's start at the beginning next time ok, ok Doctor she said leaving. Ann had a 3:45 appointment so she stayed in town it was after 5:00 when she got to the Express. Now at 5 the Express is very crowded everybody getting off work. Getting on Ann felt nervous and defenseless she knew that she could defend herself like this.
The train wasn't well lit and as she sat down she noticed him in his spot.
He didn't say anything he just watched her. Keep your head down and your eyes up Ann she said to herself. The figure stood about 6" nicely built wearing a dark button down, jeans and boots.
Ann's mind got on play as she looked at the tall figure. A black stallion about 16 hands came to mind. She could see his black shinny coat a strong back and long tail.
Leaning against the wall head down feet crossed as if he wasn't looking at her. Ann got a lot of different feelings one being attraction. Her hands fumbled at hiding her disabilities as she called them. She moved over closer to the person to her right just out of fear.
She took out her cell calling home, hi mom she said I'm almost there. I'm on my way her mom said grabbing her keys walking out the door. Ann mother had been a nurse for years and years she could feel things that Ann still can't understand. Working with all kind of sicknesses and disabilities that long you build a sense of knowing. As she got in the car her mom looked at her baby like she was helpless. A sense of mothering came over her what do you have to do tomorrow she asked, with her head down Ann said nothing.
Her looked over seeing her baby's head hung down, I got something I want you to do for me early she said. Do for you? mom there's not very much that I can do like this she said. Yes I know that why I want you to do it
Ann lifted her head and just looked what are you talking about she asked. Her mom just said early as she drove in the garage.
© Q2105
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