However, after I cheated on her because I felt so lonely without my love Zusiphe for the whole three months I must say I wasn’t so proud for doing such a thing to her and I know that if she done the same to me I won’t be liking it. So I decided to bury the secret and I promised myself that I will never tell her about it but then I realise that secrets, lies, dishonesty and cheating sometimes they lead that many relationships to die a painful death because others ended saying things they don’t mean to find peace in their hearts. Anyway in the morning I did accompany the girl I got from the club to her home as soon as I got home I called Zusiphe and luckily she answered the phone somehow she sounded so upset. I thought maybe she was upset that the past day I was acting strange on the phone but then she told me that she is upset because her father wanted her to go to Jozi (Johannesburg) and she wasn’t really with what her father was asking her to do. I remember on the phone she mentioned something like if she agreed going to Jozi she might not be coming back again and I won’t be able to see her again in my life, I was shocked for a minute I don’t want to lie and immediately I got so worried in the morning but I told myself one thing that no matter what happens I will always love her and if we met just in case in the future then we’ll finish where we left off. So as I was in the phone with her I tried to soften up by telling her that she must not worry herself too much because love will work out things for us and she started getting called a bit. Her voice started to be in a comfortable tone slowly and slowly until I said her on the other side of the phone laughing you know hearing her laugh made me feel so special that I can make her smile and laugh while I was away from her. Anyway we talked on the phone for about two hours in the morning and I remember when I run out of airtime while in the call with her she called me back. But as we all know that nothing lasts forever so the call ended and I must say again that I was happy that I could bring a smile and a laughter in her again from the distance. After the call I wanted to the bathroom to wash out away the sin I was doing the past night and I told myself that I will never a such thing again but then what was confusing I didn’t have much memories about what happened in the club and how I ended up in bed with her I don’t remember by the way I’m glad that I don’t remember anything about that girl or anything that made me go home with her. Of course when I arrived to Port Elizabeth I met new friends and what I noticed about these friends I made from Port Elizabeth were party animals I remember every weekend we would go to the club and party because I wasn’t used to the lifestyle I always felt uncomfortable when we go to these clubs so I told myself that I will cut them off my life and I will be with friends who like things that I like. And I’m glad that I did cut off my ties with them because they were introducing to something I never dreamed of in my whole life besides just imagine being raised and taught by the pastor then came to Port Elizabeth to be taught another lifestyle my grandfather never taught me in fact clubs were the forbidden place according to how...