I still remember the moment I first saw you.
Yes,that exact moment.
But did I realise how you are going to change the way I used to see the world?No.
Because I was too busy going head over heels for you.And within days it escalated to obsession.You turned into my muse.Someone whom I used to consider an ideal human being.Well,love is blind and one starts overlooking the demons anyway.

And looking back, I can't really blame myself.Days were going dark and I was only a stupid teenager back then .I tried to seek solace in just one person,I was frantically searching for an ideal friendship for which I had been longing for so long.
Maybe it was not the good time,maybe I pushed myself too far.
But you know, you unknowingly helped me grow up.I learnt to master my bottled up emotions,I learnt to be self dependent and I am grateful to you for that.
I don't really get the butterflies in stomach thinking about you anymore,but I don't think I can forget you.
Ever.



© Ananya