Hi,
I am here to tell you about my feelings after 5 long years. I know we have lost touch. It has not been an easy journey. Now-a-days, I feel like a void space. I have always learnt that void is good and that void means I am at peace. However, the void within me is making me numb. I feel and yet I don't know what I feel. There are days when I don't even know whether I feel happy or depressed. This void is a feeling, which feels like an empty vase or a glass. There are other days when I feel afraid, depressed,sad and lonely. I have always felt like that. I try to be positive, I always try to change my feelings, I try to smile when I am sad. I try to think positive or meditate or be grateful for this life. Life has given me a lot. However, it has also made me feel that I am not enough. People have always made me feel inferior. Someone who doesn't deserve to live a good life. They have decided that for me and made me believe the same. I have this feeling that my life will not improve. I always try to...