Hey I'ma take y'all for a ride. Relaying my paralysis I was in a state where I couldn't move. A dark shadow of a branch outside slightly scratching my window from my room looks like a hand trying desperately to get inside. Teddy bears upon my shelf glows with ominous eyes, piecing down at me in every direction, it felt so surreal and believe it or not, this eerie feeling is a septuacentennial that happens on the 1st of January of every year. The night my mother died. It's a great introduction to the new year. Shivering i lay in a puddle of my own piss wondering when this will go away. Retreating into my happy place, I'm...