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Through thick and thickness(part2)
This time I found that the road i had been driving through was not a good one but something good came out of it the stage of loving with so much doubts but fascinating too.
Love
So I moved with knowing I was going to be a bargain,with fright i still stayed,one time you will ask if I'm ok or not,other times i would be to much to handle,still I stayed and there you were to feel my heart,sorrow and pain felt without you knowing.Morning every other morning we wake up i heard Mmmm next to a pillow and a smile to cheer me up,this was a great roaf i have ever had it was rough but there we still stood together.
One day I had a wierd imagination that you would wake up and change your mind to say please go,that hurts to have such feeling but it was truth that was bound to happen either way,guess that's a fear of me don't wanting to loose you,but i still got it all wrapped on my mind,your a person and think as much as I do.
When all those frustrations and moods started, truly speaking I'm not a good silence fighter,i couldn't stand it cause I smile from my face to my,heart that's how I would like it to remain.Then you could rather carry all that bargain into your heart and be grumpy I would recall.
Nothing romantic stood to my dazzling heart the mood I would yarn for,just that touch and kiss and all after breathings on me and you but.... something was missing you were missing in every way,still i remain with a thought that something will get better.Here was finding a way to make it better,talk to me,talk dirty I would say,now that was either you would understand but you did still not better enough to make me feel the deep love I wanted.
A person needs a hug,you need a hug and I really needed it too,like stones that's how hard we would to comforting endless warmth was not in us to come play.At some point when reached in my mind and observed asked me questions of where was love laying here,I realised that in my own flash my own flash mind.Its sad to even think like this when for 15years is a lot number that we knew each other, lately as friends who adored each other from distance to near,what have we become of us probably love was not what was suppose to be brought in our life.
You kept saying that I'm all yours,the love that's about to be shared was long time there,that to were always there with me I just never realised,it may be true i couldn't see this love from you before,but here we are in a dull love I can't seem to enjoy,and what's wierd about this it's the assurance sounds real but the love of it, it's very different so much different you wouldn't believe it.I give some benefit of the doubt about it,knowing well it's a hard rollercoaster I'm asking where are we going.5months down the drain of wasting time together or there is a future holding just be patient,if atleast i could quote those words altering from you wanting us to stay,me to stay then just maybe I could have a feeling and mind of where we are.The thought of loving in the cold is ice breaking,I know the gaps in between they missing of what,we could have all the joy and adventure we want if only let everything flow,just let everything flow,if you can't lead let me lead,if you can't plan I would do that,if at some point love is what you haven't experienced before I will help to see and feel the moment.I could do that all with no hesitation but I have tried,now I'm planning ahead of my head just don't know where will be featured in there?
© Lady's Sigasa
Love
So I moved with knowing I was going to be a bargain,with fright i still stayed,one time you will ask if I'm ok or not,other times i would be to much to handle,still I stayed and there you were to feel my heart,sorrow and pain felt without you knowing.Morning every other morning we wake up i heard Mmmm next to a pillow and a smile to cheer me up,this was a great roaf i have ever had it was rough but there we still stood together.
One day I had a wierd imagination that you would wake up and change your mind to say please go,that hurts to have such feeling but it was truth that was bound to happen either way,guess that's a fear of me don't wanting to loose you,but i still got it all wrapped on my mind,your a person and think as much as I do.
When all those frustrations and moods started, truly speaking I'm not a good silence fighter,i couldn't stand it cause I smile from my face to my,heart that's how I would like it to remain.Then you could rather carry all that bargain into your heart and be grumpy I would recall.
Nothing romantic stood to my dazzling heart the mood I would yarn for,just that touch and kiss and all after breathings on me and you but.... something was missing you were missing in every way,still i remain with a thought that something will get better.Here was finding a way to make it better,talk to me,talk dirty I would say,now that was either you would understand but you did still not better enough to make me feel the deep love I wanted.
A person needs a hug,you need a hug and I really needed it too,like stones that's how hard we would to comforting endless warmth was not in us to come play.At some point when reached in my mind and observed asked me questions of where was love laying here,I realised that in my own flash my own flash mind.Its sad to even think like this when for 15years is a lot number that we knew each other, lately as friends who adored each other from distance to near,what have we become of us probably love was not what was suppose to be brought in our life.
You kept saying that I'm all yours,the love that's about to be shared was long time there,that to were always there with me I just never realised,it may be true i couldn't see this love from you before,but here we are in a dull love I can't seem to enjoy,and what's wierd about this it's the assurance sounds real but the love of it, it's very different so much different you wouldn't believe it.I give some benefit of the doubt about it,knowing well it's a hard rollercoaster I'm asking where are we going.5months down the drain of wasting time together or there is a future holding just be patient,if atleast i could quote those words altering from you wanting us to stay,me to stay then just maybe I could have a feeling and mind of where we are.The thought of loving in the cold is ice breaking,I know the gaps in between they missing of what,we could have all the joy and adventure we want if only let everything flow,just let everything flow,if you can't lead let me lead,if you can't plan I would do that,if at some point love is what you haven't experienced before I will help to see and feel the moment.I could do that all with no hesitation but I have tried,now I'm planning ahead of my head just don't know where will be featured in there?
© Lady's Sigasa
