One day, because I was bored. I decided to download an online application so I could meet new friends, who might be able to get rid of that boredom.
Long story short, I saw one profile of a man who made me very interested in him to get acquainted with him. The introduction lasted until we decided to contact each other through the Line. Finally we exchanged ID Line.
As time went by, we informed each other and I began to fear losing Him.
I feel comfortable with him, I don't want him to be with other people. And that fear came in my dream. I was very afraid that would happen, so I told him. However, in the end he expressed his love for me. However, I feel very stupid for not accepting him as his strength, because I am afraid he will be fed up with my behavior. So I decided we could be friends for a while so we could accept each other's behavior from us.
However, the thing I was afraid of again in my dream was when we had not shared with each other and I decided to teach it. And when I dream of a reply he already has
Another woman, at the same time my cellphone rang because of getting an incoming message from her. When I opened the message and read it my heart was very sad, disappointed and could not say anything about the message. Because I can't forbid him from doing things that I don't want to do. I'm just asking, what made him look for another woman as soon as that?
Is it to stay away from me or provoke my anger when I see him with his new woman? I do not understand all this😞
All I know is that I love him, love him and be comfortable with him😥♥️

He is Ryan Erlangga♥️

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