Sometimes, I wish I could have you. I wish I could make sweet love to you each and everyday of the week. I want to hold you and kiss you tenderly and just look you deep in the eyes. When I close my eyes and go to sleep, you're in my dreams. Your muscular body and sexy personality has me turned on and the things I always wanted to do to you...let's just say that I would rock your world. You've always been there for me and I told you one time that I had a crush on you and you smiled at me. I tried and tried to ask you out, but couldn't bring myself to do it. Recently, you told me that you're bisexual and that you're not afraid to be your truest self. I wanted to ask you out right then and there, but I still didn't! The way you looked at me with that lovely smile and the way you'd say my name turns me on and I wanted to kiss you. Sometimes, when you'd take your shirt off, I'd just lick my lips and just dream of me sucking your nipples and dick. I think you do thst just for me when you take your shirt off. After a while, you started dating both men and women and I found myself losing my mind. It got to the point where it almost ruined our friendship. And so, I started distancing myself from you and focused on other things in my life. Out of the blue, I was with a friend of mine and we saw you out with a male friend and we looked at each other. Just you and me. The old attraction I had for you returned and I knew I had to say it, but the words couldn't come out. You looked at me and tried to figure out what's going on with me, but I ran off. You chased me and I ran to my house and in you came chasing me to my room. Alone with you. Terrifying. Scared. I didn't know what to do. You slowly walked over to me and gently touched my face. That sexy smile got me to loosen up and I touched your muscular body. I closed my eyes and you kissed me. The way you held me and kissed me with such passion turned me on. We both took our clothes off and made love. I looked you in the eyes and saw someone I love, but I pushed away. You looked at me and I told you about me having a crush on you blushed. You told me that you had the same feelings for years and the moment you said that...the anxiety went away. I not only got a friend back, but I got new boyfriend and since then we've been together. I see myself being with you and only you. You're the reason why my heart beats each and everyday and the fact that you love me the same way I love you makes me feel good.





© Josiah Bhola Hillaire