we all know that , The teenager phase is the most worst phase in the life of a person . In this tume , We all need attention , love and moreover appreciatuon . But in this time , we ysed to never got anything , like that , Just hate , and hate ...😶

The samething also occurs to me , nothing different . I can fi d the real pain of a teenager From the life of class 7 , really in thus tume , My grades decreases like never before , In this time , I am the most ignored child in my Family , not only for my lowest grades amonv the three , , I have to listen many things from my parents , realtives and all .

Just after 7 , I got in a super level Depression . i cant Concentrate in my studies , neither in all other works , just no interests in anything ,,,
In class 8 , I have no control On my mind , like my mind is controlling me .

Someone , from the heart , is telling to " End this life ,
through the process of suicide "
That ' s not that , I have not tried . In class 8 , only I have tried once , But Suicide needs plans, I cant . Not , only that , I afraid , A voice beside me whispered to stop , A wind blows , who stopped me , to commit suicide . My parents comes to know that soon . And being afraid , they took me to a psychiatrist ,

while she says -----

" I think , its brain disorder , she needs IQ assessment , soon , and before that , please feed this medicines "

My parents refused , they said that can only councilling cant recover this ?
but the reply is " NO " .

After that , I have passed class 8 with a very bad grades , Got Below average marks , just got the passing marks .

But I was happy that I am changinf my school . Now I will study well.

After that , changing the school , I have studied well and improved in class 10 ,

But is the thought of suicide came to an end ??
" NEVER "

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