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most regretful action in my life
I am first born in my family with 2 siblings from my father and 4 siblings from my mother,so the total of my siblings are 6 in total.
I am the only child between my father and my mother before they divorce,out of all this siblings it is only one girl among them and she came from my father.
Her name is haliyah I love haliyah more than anything in my life and she also me back,the reason why I love her so much is because is the one that follow me in both my mom and my father.
And one day,a disaster day that I can never forget in my life.
I went to my father working place to assist him cause he want to going out so by the time he want to go he gave me money to give to haliyah if she come and ask for is lunch food.
As he expected haliyah arrived and meant me there she ask for my father and I told her he went out but he ask me to give u this money she collect the money and am expect her to leave but she didn't leave.
I ask her why did she not go she told me she don't want to leave and I disagree with that decision I insist that she should go.
hmmmm it suprised her cause I never ever disagree her request and am always want to saw her by my side but it shock her that I say she should go home.
she insisted and gave me different kind of excuses but none of is excuses is accepted by me am just stay on my word.
Haliyah is a stubborn girl when it come to stubbornness and am notice she want to prove stubborn so I use cane to chased her away.
in just few minutes am just thought I should go home I have nothing to do at home but am just feel that way.
When am arrived at the road that is in our house front am just saw a crowd of people trying to rescue some one that got accident when am reached there guys guess what I saw.
It is my sister she hit my motorcycle and she have lost consciousness and she lost two of is upper teath and cover with blood as I saw my lovable sister like this I felt like crying and only one word is in her mouth that is brother Basit she keep calling my name am was so emotional and last she said brother Basit you know I don't want to come home but you refused.
That time am feel like the sky fall on me and am very regret that action and am feel alot of pain as if I was the one that have an accident.
that day was so painful and am blame my self for everything and am resent my self at that time.
When she gained consciousness back grama told her what she said during that time and she keeping smiling to saw my sister beautiful smiling am feel relieved and when I saw her teath at that same time am still feel bad for her.
This history of my sister is now 3 years ago but I can't forget it.
And thank God I didn't lost my sister in that accident and she didn't lost her beauty all of this worth thanks.
I thank u Allah for everything.
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