dear my past self
I’m sorry for not standing up for myself
I’m sorry for taking drugs to cope the pain

I’m sorry for messing up a good relationship that could’ve been the one for you because there was a inconvenient in your life and fumbled your chance of being happy all because you didn’t want her to get involved in your mess and felt gulity for what you did to her before so you knew she deserved better but in your heart you still wanted her by your side because she made you happy

I’m sorry for trying to kill you even tho you don’t got nine lives like a cat

I’m sorry for cutting your wrist because...