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DIARY OF AN AFRICAN GIRL
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Chapter 3

After each and every pain there’s joy and happiness formed in one because of trying to forget about the funeral and making peace with the fact that the beloved one is no more.
Trust me when they say love can never be enjoyable. Love is something that can take out the inner you that you don’t want people to find out about. Primary school life had always being funny but I never thought that will lead to me finding a boyfriend that will be more than just a boyfriend to me in the future.
Grade 3 life loved me and was memorable; I became more child and started to be on another level of being a child. As kids we all fall in love and hide it from parents, that’s what I exactly did in grade3.I developed feels for one of the guys that I never thought I will date. Weeks went by, until one day ke mpoditse gore hai vele ke lapile ka gopela ke matha from this guy ke nako ya gore ke motxi gore keya morata (I told myself that it’s obvious I’m tired of running from this guy everyday it’s time to approach him and tell him that I love him).I wrote a letter, as you all know a love letter in the primary days was something we all loved. Badly it landed in the wrong hands of his cousin but that never became an obstacle for me to date him because I couldn’t even believe it when he said, “yes we are dating from today onwards.”
I didn’t believe it at first but I had to and get adjust to it, as they always say love at first meet only matters to those who see it but well even love at first meet is the best. Well, ever since aunt’s death I never thought I will find someone to replace her with but actually I did and that was one of the worst mistakes I ever did. I never thought that letting him into myself will just cause me more pain, well yes I did love him and he did but as time went all that was gone. I actually betrayed myself by loving him, made myself love him more than myself that lead to me having several thoughts about myself and what I want in life.

MESSAGE: IT DOESN’T MATTER WHO COMES AND PROMISE YOU THE WHOLE WORLD AT THE END; YOU WILL BE LEFT HEARTBROKEN WHILST THAT PERSON IS ENJOYING LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND HAPPY FOR THAT PART.