It would have been better if I was dead,
So I don’t have to feel no further pain from my past, and the psychological affects of it. Which was no fault of my own. The people I looked up to, they should have protected me but instead they abused me and neglected me. I was blamed for the things I did not do. And now I’m grown up and suicidal. So many traumas to overcome but the only way I can heal is if I let go of my abusers so I can be at peace with myself. I was manipulated like a puppet by my own mother to serve her as a maid and then abused straight after. I needed to hear kind words and positive words but instead I would get emotional abuse and...